- Unfair !

I do wonder why , that when i do something wrong, even just a simple small thing, i get scold -.- But when he don't do anything. I get scold? dafu*??
Unfair dude. .not just about him and me. Including the rest. Nahh, im not saying you scold them too. Im saying that they do something , they don't scold, but when i do it, i get it. Why ?? hmm ?? ...
Pushing me is one thing, but this is another huge different thing do you know that? Try putting yourself in my shoes and see. If freaking tiring and irritating you know?
Ya, im not the best. But atleast understanding im doing my best here. 
I come to school by taxi -.- cheap ar you think? 13rm la .. you pay ? who pay? me right? -.-
And you all don't freaking appreciate it. What about those having transport problems and can't come? You got ask them to come by taxi ?? 
Others don't come because not feeling well, i don't come because im sick . Early in the morning i ((CENSORED)) gets a phone call asking me to come NOW.. seriously?

Why do i get complained about everything? ya.. i have someone, but does that got to do with my b*n* life?? Others have too.. Longer then me. Did you complained about them?????
It's like, everything i do , is wrong to you guys. I have emotions too . I have my limits too. Not only you! With they joke, you show this '' xD " ... when i try to joke you show this " o.o " UNFAIR ! im freaking tired. Im not a robot that can work non stop and get your things done in perfect timing and quality. But i ensure you im already pushing myself to try my best. 
Seriously think about it, put yourself in my shoe. How much longer do you think i can take it this way ?? YOU GUYS ARE BLOODY PUSHING ME IN THE WRONG FREAKING RETARDED WAY! ..... -.- "